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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Abnormally

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Deary NANG and PHANG are so into Chris Daughtry

Ended up Making lame videos of "Over you" After lecture today

Introducing the "Phang and NANG" show :



Class gathering was OK (= haha sad to say ,himalayn tea frap wasnt nice too sweet

feel like im having sore throat from sweet stuff -.- totally sounds weird haha! i know!


Monday, October 29, 2007
Tirrreeeesome

Monday blues i say..

i feel extremely tired :(

insufficient sleep...

im now at school blogging... havin break...and lesson is starting soon ...

i just dun feel like gg home today.....

bored....

here's some lame shots

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haah! hisyam looks as though he's holding a gun!

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recording results which werent accurate in the end:(

and now ....im having a big time concluding the inaccurate results ....

Saturday, October 27, 2007
Dirt

It been along while since...

guys treated me well

seriously... guy friends in school usually treat me like dirt...

they spout vulgarities , gossip about me....etc etc... im damn pissed with such people....
(well it applies to some minority ,so please dun think its u)

but after experiencing cell ....

people there are so much sensitive with what they say,their actions, even that something is so small,it really means alot to me

this makes me realise what more GOD has to offer for the life of christianity

though its not a long road down yet, it seems it been more than a year since i lived my life as a christian...and god has revealed alot to me

people tend to get worried about the simplest things in life
i do too! and its really tiring being worried
guess i have to just cast it all on HIM.

Split personalities

I feel i have split personalities

there's two part of me

one is the aggressive and the other the complete demure person!

i feel superficially weird :(

i dunno what to do ............help me find the person i am !

i need to get myself together ! coz i dont feel comfortable at all!

please send me an answer GOD...i aint wanna be lying to myself either...

i have to choose which person i want to be and offer my life to you ....






Friday, October 26, 2007
Indecisive her

OMG! WAT ON EARTH AM I DOING AT HOME right now?

-.-!!!!ok ok i know im making a big fuss but im going out soon in an hours time or so =.=

i feel so exhausted and i should have transferred bus to coronation just now ! gah! :(

i hate public transport! i wonder how im going to survive when attatchment day comes!

i just found out i have a straight bus to Aaron's house.... just that i feel weird going to people's house ? ok im weird! :s

what should i do now?

i guess i should be off to bathe and change and fly out of the door again!!

:( i haven practiced for piano yet:( my piano teacher is going to scold me again :(

how how how???? and im left with BPA , Achem , PIC lab reports :(

MY weekend seems burn!BLEAH!

and im yawning away now.....super CMI

Thursday, October 25, 2007
Time and truth unfolds everything

Eventhough it has been a long time, i sense the troubles coming and i didnt say a word
when all has unfold, i soon come to see all happening in a flash
all seems to be tearing apart ~yet not a single tinge of bitterness in me is found~
knowing you is the best thing in life (=
you know when i am weak you life me up above the storm and the raging seas
but in times like these i really feel how much the world is pushin me to my limits
WELCOME to the real world....
where all comes is friendship, money, jealousy, murder , lust and love occurs.
Our hearts are vulnerable to all these things , and i pray that we wouldnt succumb to these earthly desires.
said easier than done
Least i will do my best and YOU will do the rest for us .

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Lead me on

I have no idea what to type here! i keep typing a few sentences and within a sec or two, i would delete the entire chunk !Perhaps i care too much of what people sees here and this rarely happens.it is not that i dont want to blog at all, i just feel insecure with what i want to say.

Once again , I want to but at the same time i don't .
so lead me on this road i go
take my hands and show me the way
never leaving your sheep to stray
for you know what is best for me (=

Monday, October 22, 2007
Whatever and whenever ....

Why should i be bothered about your views and aspect of my life?

its not to any of your concern (=

if i were you, i would rather mind on my own business and work out on improving my own life :p anyway it seems it has turned to a point where there's no going back,and such friendship are meant to be broken like how it broke the scales of my eyes to see what kinda person you are. im not judgemental but just watching out for my own back and not get killed in the process of being a person....well i;ve done wad i can...and somehow it leads to this path...Sayonara

I have a world to catch up with

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School!!!!

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Just look at all the brilliance smile dawning from our faces !!!! GOD SHINES ON US (=

i just feel so blessed having them as classmates (=

Its way enough (=


Sunday, October 21, 2007
Eternity

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The fountain of life


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Faith and evangelistic healing...

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Two besties god has made us to meet

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and its pretty obvious i dunno wad to blog about =P


Joshua Harris !

I sincerely am thankful to read joshua harris book .

just want to dedicate this post to my favourite author (=

coz i feel so much better after reading his advice .

i love the part where he spoke about being paitence and not rush things in life

totally applied to me ....

i like what he potrayed in the room:


oh wells...im tired already...

tml gg to be a long day too! nights

Saturday, October 20, 2007
Notes

I detest sight reading

in grade 3 i got 7/10 ,grade 4 i deproved! to 6/10 ! :(

how how? december is my piano exam for grade 5!!!!

must practice more ! that's the only choice i've left with

im losing my appetite to eat for the past few days :(

i wonder how am i gg to eat every meal...and all of a sudden i get super hungry and the feeling sux!and furthermore i keep waking up wen i sleep...and end up waking up super early and makes me not wanting to sleep again :(

bleah ....

i took some videos last night while practicing piano...

Scherzo in A


Jay chous movie song



Drifting

Friday, October 19, 2007
Peace

To obtain peace in a person mind is not an easy task

saying is easier than doing all things

i feel that part of me wants to blog now and a part of me doesnt want to

its just that im in the line of both situations

some of us just keep doing without realising how it affects others in the surrounding

and continue to live the old way of life

its just sad to see that happen....

not refering to anyone , its just general .

i want peace and not an uneasy heart in whatever i do in life.

i hope ,pray and yearn for the best you give me for now . . . . . . .. . .. . .. . .

Thursday, October 18, 2007
WORDS of life

REALISE
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized


OXYGEN

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
i found a boy who had a dream
making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
like bricks underwater

how am i supposed to tell you how i feel
i need oxygen
oh baby let me be your lady
i will make you happy
never gonna leave, never gonna leave
oh baby can i be your lady
i am going crazy for you

and so i found a state of mind
where i could be speechless
i had to try it for a while
to figure out this feeling
this felt so right
pull me upside down to a place
where you've been waiting

how am i supposed to tell you how i feel
i need oxygen

oh baby can i be your lady
i will make you happy
im never gonna leave,
never gonna leave
oh baby can i be your lady
i am going crazy for you

you dont wanna keep me waiting
staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

oh baby can i be your lady
i am going crazy
im never gonna leave,
never gonna leave
oh baby let me be your lady
i will make you happy, yeah-ohhhh

tell me what you want,
baby tell me what you need
anything i ask baby give it to me
baby give it to me, give it to me

give it to me, give it to me
baby give it to me give it to me

DROPLETS


I'm leaving you
I'm not sure if that’s what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but cant go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me

You left a mark you left a mark
She left a mark he left
She left he left
And I don’t I don’t
Need it. Need it


Wednesday, October 17, 2007
The Captured Heart

Life on earth doesnt last an eternity
but everlasting life only exists back home with the LORD in heaven
we are now in a madatory era of time
Barrels of hurdles we occur now are minor tests we go through
to understand our own weaknesses and strengths and its time for us to learn and mend our ways
no matter what happens next, it would be a gruelling task
and life on earth is all about that and GOD sees your doings in everyday life (=
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Anne Frank

i have been reading up on religions today on wikipedia ... those of which are jewish, jehovah witness,amish and other people like Anne frank and places in israel.

the stories of such people and place are really interesting!

i kinda pitty the JEWs especially during the Holocaust war ...they killed 110,000 of jewish and torture human like mad! where on earth is human rights at that time? its just heartbreaking to watch people killed meaninglessly.

other than the jews, the armish are also another victim! it seems like people in this world loves to take advantage on the weak and humble ones.

tell me why im at home at this point of time? :( and not at aikido training ?

gah! coz of gastric! -.- haha! Dr says im too stressed! haha lame!

once again in almost more than half a year not steppin into Bio labs makes me feel that that place has dilapidated horribly and makes me feel like its been more than a year not doing lab stuff!haha!

other than dilapidated NYP labs, the session was fun,having to test bacteria growth in our surroundings (=

oh CURE MY GASTRIC!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!! -.- im tooo bored

WORDS

In a world where words are often wielded as weapons, may we use our words as tools to build up the hearts of others. —Bill Crowder

Keep my tongue, Lord, bridled well,
Words of truth, oh, may I tell;
Take my heart, its wellspring deep,
Cleanse and purify and keep. —Bosch


Gentle words are more powerful than angry words.

Monday, October 15, 2007
After 1 month....

After a month of not seeing my favourite peers at school makes me love them more!

haha

no more slacking days waking up at 12pm -.-

least i can talk to my fav people at school! and having lectures end at 4pm was good ! coz we spent one hour talking crab!

haha!

angel hisyam and feonna totally loves to eat and talk Crab :P

ok lame lame lame!

Reactor system lecturer has really good humor...he performs magic tricks ,played wheel of sweets(instead of fortune) and also started his lecture with a gag video that really inspire students not to mourn about the 1st day of school (=

ok well for now bye (=

Friday, October 12, 2007
Will you count me in ?


New car!

Dreaming that i will get a new car?

haha! that's quite impossible! probably i've stolen it or either its going to be 5 to 10 years down the road!

haha!seriously!

But im much happier that im much closer to my dream today (=

Coz...I PASSED MY BTT!!!if some of u people out there doesnt know wad it is....well its basic theory for driving!

haha! im gg to apply for my PDL(provisional driving liciencse) TML!

while i was doing the test, i was praying and thinking of GOD though...then i heard something went "hallejulah!!!!the holy lord has sent you a message"-.-....THAT's none other than my mom's Hp ringtone....haha! damn cute ...

neways...today was fine....and i just keep thinking about somethings these days.
i just feel something bad is going to happen...

I sense...... a bad aura in the midst.....

nvm, its just sixth sense :P

nights(=

Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Janice 卫兰的爱才


爱才
曲:伍乐城 词:林夕
专辑:缘邀知音
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曾经 想过走
却并未看透
你可希望补救
难道要 强调你
有几个枕边摰友
曾经 幻想分手
但是我一回头
眼泪便已在浮游
明白我不够斗
来电不接听才不久
承认我们得到资格走
这个世界有许多恋人
可惜你有才华没良心
怕你更坏 赐我决心
明白伤心不需要忍
这个世界有几多好人
偏偏你有才华便吸引
全世界劝导我都不应允
聋得 令知己伤透心
抱我双手在震

如今 总算好
我亦在计数
太痴心没好报
无奈我 拿着爱
当一个奢侈嗜好
凭歌 为我倾倒
你是台上明星
我愿提升我别号
你往日凭着情歌
来跟我互相倾诉
离别你后听到总算好
听你唱歌死了 也甘心
这个世界有许多小人
只得你那才华极吸引
而我也懒会你的过去
追问 或者不可以忍
往往只因未衬
一唱歌 竟勾起我 心瘾

Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Toe issues

Something bad happened
I broke my toe nail at aikido
and it bleed profusely
rushing to wash the pool of blood flowing out was a good idea afterall
Imofftogetmytoedone -.- bye!

Monday, October 8, 2007
Unexpected gift

I feel my heart seems to be plunging into the open sea, for saturday will be MADE.
Perhaps its the first and the last to be seen again...omg! its a damn public holiday!
omg! i just realised it while blogging! need to make re arrangements again :( bye

Sunday, October 7, 2007
Refresh Your China!


i never thought i would ever step into chinese service at BRMC on a sunday morning!
looking at the day bulletin makes me wanna faint ! i seldom read chinese and going 4 chinese service is like greek to me in a million years! im sad to say i return all my china to my sec sch teachers.during worship i cant sing the song ,its becoz i cant read cheeem words and u will probably hear the first word and mumbling the last word of the entire song -.- haha

i didnt expect aunties of aged 50 to dance in front of a congregation with flags and streamers!

haha! and the worship songs are damn high! haha! they started shouting "HEY! HEY!"

i couldnt hold back my laughters and start bursting like a mad lady at the side....-.-

hey! its damn hilarious can! haha! wanted to video down but... damn scared the pastor scold -.-

haha!Driving BTT is coming soon! ahh! i need to pass that thang!

oh ya! i love keri hilson hair! she look really good in that video with timbaland! haha!

for now i need to prob go to hokkien service for the next few weeks at GMC! can meet my fren there too!

Saturday, October 6, 2007
one step nearer

I feel one step nearer to play the guitar like taylot swift, this is becoz its saturday today! not only taylor swift but also people like daughtry,michelle branch,fergie,ryan cabrera!

haha! i was practicing guitar just now... and decided to video down another of my guitar playing (= here it is! (=

God!!!! i wanna play well! give me the ability to do so! (= haha! (=

Adios...

Daughtry!!!

i seriously love daughtry's song! over you
the lyrics is sooo meaningful!

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,


I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you


Wednesday, October 3, 2007
A walk that never ends

i've done something for the first time today!

that is, walk from AMK hub all the way to Yio chu kang MRT station

i suggested taking mrt but there were two-somes who insisted on walking! -.- not even half way everyone were complaining and someone almost wanted to film the process -.-

reached the destination in no time,however it was quite useless....

Mr NG, haha , who didnt want to get his hair cut was kinda forced to ...whereas the other victim fled with a blink of an eye !

haha!

the other victim to be seem sad about not getting a new look afterall ,while we left with the real victim complaining(Mr NG)

lol, Bowling was good! (=

ilovebowling!

call me to bowl! i'll join! its fun! (=

for now im super tired...

nights

Bright world of wonders

You never know what will the world throw at you,perhaps its always surprising all the time and we just choose to ignore it.

its really good to get rid of the old and be new once again! (=

i have been on a throwing spree since last week!

and my room is going to be refurnished with much better furnitures
(of coz ikea is out! : for some reason i bought a shelf and within a month the wood rot in no time! )

its really good taking a ride to the park on a bike once in awhile!

it keeps your mind much wide open haha...the view can take your breathe away! (=
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and then perhaps you will then understand wad a storm is like
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im super tired....

spinning activities were fun! perhaps i might spin more often

haha nights