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Well i understand it sound so much of the concept of waiting to meet your spouse in this lifetime, but its pretty aimless to dream of that particular friend of mine. Perhaps i dont have a place for her, and i do know im easily tracked down the internet. I just suddenly wonder what happened to her after all these years .
Aside from aimless dreams, alot have been going through my mind as today was the start of holy week. Images and thoughts of what has happened of the past one year flashed back in my mind.
i feel convicted to a certain extent but giving up is difficult.......i wont know how to give up, and i feel tied down by many things that has happened. Being in a relationship that hasnt been working out that well is quite disheartening sometimes. So much that i might not be able to give up at all, the physical intimacy, the longingness of someone being there for you when you needed him, and the level of security you expect from that person.
Or perhaps , i should let him love me the way he will and have said and promised.....so that i may be free from all pains .
I want to hope for your promises... a hope that never fails...
and guess who i saw on the bus!!!!??? Lady gaga and beyonce! hahaha how dramatic. After boarding the bus, i realised i dunno where to put the raw meat... somehow felt a little bit hungry and tempted to eat some bbq-ed beef ! haha
Upon reaching our destination, i was suddenly at cell!!! with lady gaga and beyonce with my cell mate jessica! haha and she was telling everyone she couldnt stand her boyfriend's attitude any longer. i witnessed them fighting at cell! -.-!
that's how imaginative my dreams can be...
haha a bunch of crap!
Here's some updates :
- School has been pretty mundane especially when most projects are done and deadlines have been met but still one more to go this week! so much for marketing project on subculture and consumer behavoir; came across some article and read one about food and the young consumers.
- Recently revamped my room furnitures again. My dad sold away my shelves to his company coz they needed some shelvings...and so i am left with no shelves to store all my stuff!!!!on the bright side, i have another table to study on :)
I know its super messy!!!!
And my poor forever friends bear ! stuff in the corner! with a cat... and mickey . somehow it looks like a shrine
- Went to try out viet coffee at Marina Square on sunday, which was highly recommended by Bill...ahs! i love that cafe! is soooooo quiet and a nice place to hang out or just have some quiet time.
- I've been bullied by him so many times recently :( sobs! im not lying and i have proof ....see!!!
....bahs, im actually procrastinating on my group essay right now....im sooo lazy , i just dont wanna get back to work... and i better be doing so after this post.....
i think i think, im going to have a bad sore throat soon... hope porridge for dinner will help >.
oritey guys , back to work now ;)
till next time
too much of everything is bad. dont you agree ?
finally law mid term test ish over! yes such a big relieve... :)
school has been mundane so has life been...
i feel troubled in the sense i love to keep it to only myself and i , coz i hate to trouble people telling them about my troublesome me and make them feel troubled as well... and people will know that im that troublesome girl who is their friend. how fantastic this can be. i know im that complex, i think in a higher complexity and it feels like its driving me mad. its cool aint it? yes yes, im tired tired tired! i've tried so many things and yet what i get is shit shit shit nothing else but utter shit . im so disappointed getting shit all the time. can i get something better out of it? when its being told off , im being said that i have an awful temper and it suck having to know that when nothing else in the world can change me?
I hate all the **#**#@*#@*shit that i receive all the *@#$#@#! time, coz i dont get appreciated after that that its been done! its just crap...after ALL ALLLLLLLL THESE while.............................
how pointless this is and perhaps i shall take my step back .
Feonna, back off, back off, for now....things will get better.....oh god, teach me to back offf...i need to back offfff................................................................
Amen
In any situation that could happen, people may perceive things on various kinds of perspectives. It depends on how you view the issue and how one will have an opinion on them.Im not pretty much an optimistic person but i can tell you i tend to think alot on minor issues. Sometimes they even haunt me to my nightmares....how exaggerating things can be...
sigh....
Been studying the entire day on contract laws, and i feel like an unconfident lawyer in training! i guess if a case is thrown to me to decide on the matter i will definitely lose the case like a beaten up ragged doll.....For now, my brain is filled with the word law law law law....offeracceptancecontractintentiontocreatelegalrelationshipcarbolicsmokeballcasefisherandbellharveyvsfaceyreasonablemanof anobjectivetest....blah blah blah~~~~~
and im still on one chapter :( zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oh well...on a lighter note, i spotted a bird's nest on my corridor!! its so cool to be that close to mother nature...
leaving off with i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate!!!!!!
goodnight evil world....