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Monday, October 27, 2008
Losing that will

I feel oh so down, there's nothing i can do
My soul longs for a breakthrough, but yet its always said and never done
Bring back that spirit i once used to possess , the strong will to get things done
The absence of it aches my heart , im not the same person anymore
Im speechless when it comes to confronting you.
i need a miracle.once again , save me from what im not .

Friday, October 24, 2008
I am disgusted

Perhaps it piss me off so much that its really not wise to even say anything here at all.

oh well i shouldnt say it here

Weekends are here to stay!
pretty glad about it(=

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!

the company with cui wen was really nice , went vivo had dinner and chill too! (=

KRABI! i cant wait!!!!!!!! argh! SHOPPING! WOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 19, 2008
A friend

(Ecclesiastes 4:9-12)
"9 Two are better than one,
because they have a good return for their work:
10 If one falls down,
his friend can help him up.
But pity the man who falls
and has no one to help him up!
11 Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm.
But how can one keep warm alone?
12 Though one may be overpowered,
two can defend themselves.
A cord of three strands is not quickly broken."


Saturday, October 18, 2008
The fairy tale fades

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I just wished you didnt have to leave...
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When you're in love, the beautiful fairy tale seems to come to life at the very beginning.
Only when reality strikes into your soul, waking up now will let you open your eyes to how brutal things can get in one way or another.
Being strong with faith has slowly fade away ,Amidst of living that fairy tale life .
No matter how much i am emotionally attached to you,i tell myself i wont let go , or you'll always never expect when or yet? I know i wont give up on you.....
funny isnt it? sometimes you may think, why live your life that way when there's so much more installed for you?
The choice is always yours.


1) What is the connection between you and the last person who called you?
Him

2) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes

3) What happened at 10.00 am today?
Preparing myself to go to church

4) When did you last cry?
This morning at church

5) What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
dun really like peanut butter

6) What do you want in your life right now?
Peace

7) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, walk in the rain or just put up your hood?
Use the damn umbrella

8 ) When were you born?
its on the blog -.-

9) What bottom are you wearing now?
PJs

10) What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
a fren's comfort

11) Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No , it sux

12) Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
never,i have my own wardrobe

13) What was the last movie you caught?
Big stan

14) What are you proud of?
God giving me this life

15) What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
i dunno

16) What was the last song you sang out loud?
Love story by taylor swift

17) Do you have any nicknames?
feon

18 ) Are you currently happy?
ok la

19) Who gives you best advices?
People who care about me

20) Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no ,its sick

21) Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes

22) What/Who was the last thing/ person that made you laugh?
My mom at the dinner table

23) Do you wear toe socks?
yes, once ...

24) Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Krisvinder singh

25) Have you ever had your heart broken?
obviously?

26) What annoys you most in a person?
Constant pestering

27) Do you have a crush on anyone?
why ask?

28 ) Have you ever done cocaine?
NO, what stupid qns is this?

29) What is the colour of your room?
Pink and beige

30) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
That's still evil , god will still punish u

31) Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
...

32) Who was the last person to hug you?
Him...

33) Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
him..

34) Do you have a life?
yes ,life on earth

35) Have you ever thought someone died when they actually didn’t?
NO

36) What is the reason behind your profile song?
it reflect how i feel abt my rs...and i just wished it could just be that love story

37) Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
Monster

38 ) Last time you smiled?
few min ago

39) Have you changed this year?
Alot

40) What are you listening to right now?
The wind blowing

41) Are you talking to someone when you’re doing this?
Nope

42) Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
STUPID!!! grrr

43) Are there quotes you live by?
Proverbs 3:5

44) Do you want someone you can’t have?
eh like?

45) Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano, guitar, recorder, harmonica, trumpet...

46) What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
Leaving...

47) What were you doing last night at 11.00 pm?
Just got home

48 ) Are you happy with your love life right now?
ok la..treasure what you have

49) What song describes your love life?
said b4 le

50) Does the person knows you like him/ her?
yar

51) Who always makes you laugh?
always?hmmm...

52) Do you speak another language other than English?
china

53) Are you blond?
nope.

54) Your middle name?
no

55) What are you doing tomorrow?
Attachment...staring at the computer screen for sure

56) What do you think you are like?
Impatient,always acting like xiao jie,perky at times, aggressive too

57) Who will you choose to die with?
EH?

58 ) Where have you been today?
CHurch

59) What game do you play often?
Lumines

60) Who are you missing right now?
alot of people

61) If you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
Love...

62) What are you doing right now?
stupid! -.-

63) Which primary school were you from?
sngs

64) List 3 colours that you like.
purple,green,pink

65) What emotion do you like to show?
:)

66) What is life to you?
life is a gift

67) If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Keep to myself

68) Who did you last chat with in MSN today?
a few people

69) Who do you admire most?
God

70) How are you feeling right now?
ok la

71) What is the time now?
8:44pm

72) Where are you now?
study room

73) What colour did you use to dye your hair?
dark blonde

74) Why are you doing this test?
For fun..im very boliao

75) What do you do when you’re moody?
just dun talk at all

76) At which age do you wish to get married?
Time will tell

77) Who is more important to you, friends or family?
Family

78 ) Do you think you have enough confidence?
ok la

79) Who is the person you trust the most?
God...

80) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yes , on my way to cptc

81) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Being happy (=

82) What is your goal for this year?
The year is ending...i guess get my driving done and get back to aikido

83) Do you believe in eternity love?
Duh

84) What feeling do you love most?
Unsure

85) Do you really think it’s Global Warming now?
yet another dumb qn…

86) What feeling do you hate the most?
Lost

87) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
perhaps not

88 ) Do you believe in God?
Yes.

89) Who cares for you the most?
people who loves me

90) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
being happy with how you live

91) What will you bring when you fight?
nothing...i'll run away if not i will bring my aikido master

92) What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
...

93) How would you feel to know that no one no longer cares for you?
sad
94) What will you do if your stead two-timed you?
Jus leave him
95) What are the thing(s) you will never do?
jump down the HDB/kill myself

Friday, October 17, 2008
TGIF!!! long awaited!

I finally found time to blog!!! woots! Here's my update from attachment...how sai gang my job is...but its not as bad as Kris's coz i saw him cleaning glass cabinets...poor chap...First day at Clariant....looking oh so excited ehs?
Kris and i...
and finally... my lab partner/ colleague/working companion!! Frederick!
AHAHA our lab coat is blue! and for some reasons, the aircon in the lab is freezing cold! we wore about 3 layers and our Boss mention if we would love to wear winter jackets instead...

Thank God it's Friday!


i found out great news, my lecturer in charge will be coming to my company to visit us !



How comforting ! isnt it? haha!



I hope fred and clarence aka Chang hui would do well for their test tml! so that they can continue Clariant....
i just love the thought of clarence working in clariant who has a girlfriend named clara, and they thought of naming their daughter clarissa or claire ...ok so much for that lame stuff ...



Nonetheless the best way to celebrate the arrivals of weekends (=

non other than going swimming! went to yishun safra...That place is really awesome!

It would be way better if there werent much people!


I finally learnt how to scan documents, using that huge office machine!can you spot me?
haha! btw, that's not my mom!:P


Sunday, October 12, 2008
Anticipate

Its going to be a new chapter of intern tml, at a weird weird company called" clariant"





Anyway, life still has to go on. no matter how much u may miss you classmates(=

can anyone guess what is this? :P




Cars!!! made of toilet rolls



Saturday, October 11, 2008
Finally...CPTC

Finally CPTC has come to an end. i realised i haven blogged for quite awhile. perhaps the habit to blog is rather fading away. (=

im attatched to clariant , a specialty chemical company. Hope i will learn more from there.
Doing the best i could given the once in a lifetime opportunity to do so. just like what angel qouted from Mr Koh said (= do it once and do it well.

Watched BIG STAN yesterday, its a really fun movie to catch that is if u're only 18 yrs of age :P

oh wells...Monday is soon approaching...yawns...

Failed napfa by abit, but anyway im fine with that. At least i tried my best (= which henceforth resulted my entire body aching ....

AHHHH it sux man ...haven felt like this since the first few lessons of aikido...

Im so darn unfit ....

so long for now. bye

Monday, October 6, 2008
Busy!

shift training was really tiring. came home at ten and slept all the way till 6pm....
my body clock is once again screwed :S

troubleshooting was fun!

uncle mok is still as chubby as a teddy bear .... :D

my log book entry is still incomplete

haven started studying for final term exams :S

so long for now (=

bye!!

Thursday, October 2, 2008
Night shift

shyida and i... in the pantry eating cookies her mom made
chilling at sembawang
when there were lectures in cptc

Night shift was horrible!zombies were operating the plant last night, i mean this morning :s



when we arrived at cptc, everyone spirits were so high , we were shouting with excitement.



soon when 4am arrived.......jang jang jang...



we all went a little crazy , singing songs, laughing at lame lame jokes till you were out of breathe, walking to the plant in a very deadly manner.



On the bus home, everyone including Noisy edgar slept ! haha! what a day! all in all, it was an experience (=



gg off to meet quinsy for HOUSE bunny! (= bb

Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Driven by chances

Im the kind of person who wont take the opportunity that's right in front of me at times

i love taking chances, no matter what the risks are involved.

I guess its the worst ways to get things done in life,but its really what i do!

I should really get on my feet and get things done, coz nothing will happen if you wont do anything about it.

Sometimes i really wonder what i really want in life , and you'll always never seem to get the answer until the search is over.

How am i going to navigate my way through? give me a map? a plan? or a direction....

or perhaps all these thoughts are just crazy mood swings everyone have once in awhile.


Went sunplaza with some friends ytd just to chill, since practicals are over and CPTC is finally coming to an end.Having to chill once in awhile was really nice, gossips gossips and more of them.
I wonder if tonight i will have the engery to do shift training, perhaps i might get some nap after lunch...-.-! so long...bye