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I have to be back on track, school assignments are approaching and i need to stop contemplating on when i should do them and just do it ! These few weeks have been pretty mundane, should it be good? since mundane will mean somewhat peaceful? probably it is...
Im very annoyed with all my stupid emotions as well, it comes and go, for all i know, i dont want to know them either. Im obviously running away from reality , when i should be facing my greatest fears. this is really stupid, why why why?
i know i shouldnt be thinking about stupid things, there's law mid term test next saturday and i should be concentrating. Geesh, sometimes i put too much effort into somethings in my life and it seems that none of what i have been doing is doing any good. At the end of the day, i put in so much effort and i dont see what i should deserve out of it , im utterly pissed.... how can i express myself even more?
it seems hopeless doing so much and giving so much to people who dont appreciate what i've done for them...im just that imperfect, cause nobody is perfect and i wished i was that nobody. Nobody to anyone...
Broke down with tears overflowing last night for no apparent reason, started blaming the whole world for being so harsh on me. I know its dumb but sometimes i just need that littlest assurance from you and only you, and yet i dont get what i want at times like this . I've decided weeks ago that no matter what happens, which ever which christian fella comes and tell me that i shouldnt be dating you i will ignore them, and i seriously dont give a damn anymore.
I just want a little bit of affection , just a little bit more :(
ok im so fucking screwed right now, you probably wont be bothered about me anymore :(
Decided to do something special with my nails after being inspired by some youtube videos
Last night was great! had reunion dinner with family and zheng senny also came from work! :D
Had steamboat with alot of very nice ingredients! abalone, fine canto dishes and many more!
I forgot to take pictures during dinner! rahs! only this one :) haha!!!! olives and more olives :p
On a side note, School has been zzzz rather terrible with some xxxx not doing work for project! it sucks and i do miss my polymates who does work for group project >.<
As for church, nothing much has been going on with the CNY preparation everyone is busy and haven met them up for quite awhile. Oh wells.... someone showed his unhappiness too that no one replied and wanted to do some church activities, but all was so last minute. just didnt wanna do it lar >.< .So, you cannot force people to do things they dont wanna do. No one shall do that to me! i was quite fed up previously and decided some things for myself la and this way im much happier as a person! :D
Wee~~ i want my hong baos this yr! :D can save up and spend sometime in the year ! HOPe to collect more more more :P haha
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry
All i can say is "saturdays have never been that awesome in a longest time !!" <3<3
Courtesy of Singapore flyer and Uni mates, we present to you that photo...
haha! oh well had an enjoyable flight on the sg flyer last thursday i think :) it was my first time on the flyer and i guess it was for all of us! haha we were oh so excited when we boarded the capsule! my friend even ran for the capsule when she saw a couple approaching behind us and squealed in excitement! that scene was owned!
I still have my marketing essay to complete at this point of moment, i thought the due date was on thursday , tml! until i saw my planner this afternoon and realised its on friday 5pm! all the more i though the freaking word limit was only 1000 and started panicking until faithul megan dung told me its 1500!! >.<
i think im awfully stressed by the deadline that caused me to have sleepless nights as well as weird dreams about "re-taking" an exam format similar to IRHR that requires one to write 5 essay questions within 2.5 hours! OH gosh! i feel like that worried old aunty , anxiously worried for Chinese new year.... stocking up tonnes of food for the festive season!
*OMG! I DONT WANNA BE LIKE MY MOM! opps..did i mentioned my mom? hahhahahaha!!!
POOOFS~~*Off to marketing essay* airplane taking off.....