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Saturday, August 30, 2008
Stress relieve session
Picturesque of chinatown
Angel and me!
Feeling super high while singing
another very HIGH individual ! hahaLOADS OF FUN(=
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Its finally OVER
Finally , EXAMS are OVER! WOOOTS!
We celebrated it by going Kbox at china town today! it was a good way to relax , after all the crazy stress from all the exams in poly! FINALLY ITS OVER! Its probably the first time i went sing english songs at K! haha! All in all the company was good (= singing barbie world was really funny! haha! oh wells i shall upload those kbox pics up on facebook someday(=
im just so tired right now ! tml there's driving in the morning, followed by Dumb NE presentation and probably meeting zhengsen!
Anyway i have something interesting to share...the training centre we are going next monday is call CPTC( chemical process technology centre) and the course that we study is chemical and pharma tech...and so...
just look at the picture...
hahaa ! course of study : CPTC! haha!!!!!!
can u guess who are they?
come to think of it , it really funny!
Coz both of them are good friends but during the test, they were in different rooms taking the same paper at the same time!
My lecturer said that we are totally so excited and cant wait to go to CPTC....
haha! goodness....i realised i think i wrote that for all my papers -.-
:S
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Torn apart
Sometimes you feel torn apart, which direction to step may affect a disturbance or load in your life.
my brain is like an integral error, it just keeps on adding and adding continuously! Until to a point where you exert too much pressure on yourself....and so i remembered mr quek said to us that" derivative is your friend" ! and so i need a derivative controller in my brain such that i would not overshoot on adding the error and stop thinking that i have not done enough on my part on studying for tml's test!
Aic has made me gone hay-wired.
After watching the Hills last night , it hit upon me whether that similar situation in that drama may happen to me or not~ it made me realised perhaps i have so much enemy around me. so much so that my appearance may cause unhappiness to everyone there >.< . it just makes me wonder more on how much drama may occur or perhaps i may just bore myself that day....
i shant be forceful to anyone or myself.i felt rather demoralised last night , but i know its a step to begin with .sigh , perhaps i shall never suggest anything that i would know that people wont like at all. i shall be like a container, contain all my desires in my heart and not let anyone know about it. This way i wont be forceful to anyone, on the other hand it makes me so selfish that i just think for myself and its only ME!sighs....
Had a really bad dream last night. I dreamt i was studying for CPTC test and i couldnt get anything into my head! that nightmare actually woke me up , bringing me back into reality i still have AIC to clear before anything else would happen.
And so ..... now i understand.... Derivative is always your friend -.- !! all the more i need derivative coz my deadtime to react on a particular feeling is very very long... haha!
my brain is like an integral error, it just keeps on adding and adding continuously! Until to a point where you exert too much pressure on yourself....and so i remembered mr quek said to us that" derivative is your friend" ! and so i need a derivative controller in my brain such that i would not overshoot on adding the error and stop thinking that i have not done enough on my part on studying for tml's test!
Aic has made me gone hay-wired.
After watching the Hills last night , it hit upon me whether that similar situation in that drama may happen to me or not~ it made me realised perhaps i have so much enemy around me. so much so that my appearance may cause unhappiness to everyone there >.< . it just makes me wonder more on how much drama may occur or perhaps i may just bore myself that day....
i shant be forceful to anyone or myself.i felt rather demoralised last night , but i know its a step to begin with .sigh , perhaps i shall never suggest anything that i would know that people wont like at all. i shall be like a container, contain all my desires in my heart and not let anyone know about it. This way i wont be forceful to anyone, on the other hand it makes me so selfish that i just think for myself and its only ME!sighs....
Had a really bad dream last night. I dreamt i was studying for CPTC test and i couldnt get anything into my head! that nightmare actually woke me up , bringing me back into reality i still have AIC to clear before anything else would happen.
And so ..... now i understand.... Derivative is always your friend -.- !! all the more i need derivative coz my deadtime to react on a particular feeling is very very long... haha!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
do you know?
Every looming second of the day passes, the yearning gets stronger, the time will soon come. How much have you anticipate this day? be it meeting your loved ones, the day to graduate from poly or just start something different in life.Just be patient and you will get what you want. most importantly pray for what you want.
Its part and parcel of life.So much more to learn in life.Finally ISLP is over and its rather good i would say :) everything seems to be going well. we think that AIC will be the final straw of exams, but after looking at the CPTC schedule, it dawned on me a whole strings on exams will be awaiting me.
So much for blogging now....
Its part and parcel of life.So much more to learn in life.Finally ISLP is over and its rather good i would say :) everything seems to be going well. we think that AIC will be the final straw of exams, but after looking at the CPTC schedule, it dawned on me a whole strings on exams will be awaiting me.
So much for blogging now....
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Light it up!
In the midst of exams i still have time to go and...
watch fireworks! -.- hahaha! yes ,im horrible! :P
ohoh wells, i cant stress myself out! haha i need some entertainment.
Zhensen suggested this great spot so that we can avoid the typical SG crowd heading towards esplanade :P
awesome night despite the rain (=
so much for blogging:P off to mug saftey haha!
watch fireworks! -.- hahaha! yes ,im horrible! :P
ohoh wells, i cant stress myself out! haha i need some entertainment.
Zhensen suggested this great spot so that we can avoid the typical SG crowd heading towards esplanade :P
awesome night despite the rain (=
so much for blogging:P off to mug saftey haha!
Saturday, August 23, 2008
times
You'll always miss a best friend (=
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Moving
After listening to cui wen about cptc the other day, everything seems oh so gross to even step into cptc for training! 1st september is looming and seriously ,i dont really look forward to travel all the way from Bishan to Jurong east everyday!
Do you know , you have to bring your own lunch into CPTC everyday? there is no catering or wad so ever! Days of eating "dapao" and cup noodles are sure to be! this maybe sad but its all about the experience of being tortured in that prison.
I have thought of alternatives to make my life much easier in september . so One of them would be shifting over to my grandma house at clementi which is only ONE stop away from JE!!!!! omg!kinda awesome ehs? Another pros is that i will be living much nearer to Zheng sen!!!! :D
so much to anticipate in the following months, training to attatchment and graduationg. All seems like a blink of an eye.Within a week time exams will be over. But for now, im back to study petrol processes :( which is utterly disgusting. God, help!
Do you know , you have to bring your own lunch into CPTC everyday? there is no catering or wad so ever! Days of eating "dapao" and cup noodles are sure to be! this maybe sad but its all about the experience of being tortured in that prison.
I have thought of alternatives to make my life much easier in september . so One of them would be shifting over to my grandma house at clementi which is only ONE stop away from JE!!!!! omg!kinda awesome ehs? Another pros is that i will be living much nearer to Zheng sen!!!! :D
so much to anticipate in the following months, training to attatchment and graduationg. All seems like a blink of an eye.Within a week time exams will be over. But for now, im back to study petrol processes :( which is utterly disgusting. God, help!
Monday, August 18, 2008
she screams!
Church was disgusting last sunday -.-!
THE hypocrites, they gossips with those piercing eyes looking at you from every angle.
One by one they look upon, starts to judge all the flaws you may present as a person.
We know we know, what more do you need to say? God judges, not you .
im just glad to just go church to worship god. so what more do u all have to say about me?
perhaps its just well off that i have shut u off in ur face ,and ask u to F- off!
probably some people still focus on the beauty you may offer with your body.so what if u have a gorgeous body but an ugly face? or vice versa? we are all creation of god....what hypocrites there are in the church,im sure there's room for more! care to join in?
The only way to not even know how much they are gossiping about you is just leave church after service and not stay at the canteen to talk to such Human
THE hypocrites, they gossips with those piercing eyes looking at you from every angle.
One by one they look upon, starts to judge all the flaws you may present as a person.
We know we know, what more do you need to say? God judges, not you .
im just glad to just go church to worship god. so what more do u all have to say about me?
perhaps its just well off that i have shut u off in ur face ,and ask u to F- off!
probably some people still focus on the beauty you may offer with your body.so what if u have a gorgeous body but an ugly face? or vice versa? we are all creation of god....what hypocrites there are in the church,im sure there's room for more! care to join in?
The only way to not even know how much they are gossiping about you is just leave church after service and not stay at the canteen to talk to such Human
Sunday, August 17, 2008
so not!
When you just feel Effing pissed, you just dun wanna say it coz u just feel like going crazy.
guess its not worth while getting angry at all! gah!haiz...im getting more and more short tempered! i cant seem to get rid of it ):< . im just like a hot burning lava...ready to explode like a volcano... ( i know it)
all the more it just sad to know somethings in life that you can never acheive.
the dreams you have, the desires you want, it all seems crashing down.i sound so emo now...but its just normal ! stop telling me not to be Emo :( days like these happens.
so just ignore me....
it will all be better in time....
and so Feonna sighs deeply with a heavy heart...
guess its not worth while getting angry at all! gah!haiz...im getting more and more short tempered! i cant seem to get rid of it ):< . im just like a hot burning lava...ready to explode like a volcano... ( i know it)
all the more it just sad to know somethings in life that you can never acheive.
the dreams you have, the desires you want, it all seems crashing down.i sound so emo now...but its just normal ! stop telling me not to be Emo :( days like these happens.
so just ignore me....
it will all be better in time....
and so Feonna sighs deeply with a heavy heart...
Friday, August 15, 2008
!!!MAD!
BOOKING FOR DRIVING IS SUCH A FUSS!!!!! ROARS!!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Prayer in the Desert
Frustration
tell me what do you feel?
i feel piles of frustration building up in me
why so?
coz there's so much longing that you just want to bring it all back again
goodnight for now
i feel piles of frustration building up in me
why so?
coz there's so much longing that you just want to bring it all back again
goodnight for now
Monday, August 11, 2008
Revealing soon
This weekend has totally changed my perspective on how my relationship with him is going to change . Parents are having a greater hint that we're dating on a regular basis, and im pretty glad to let them know so (= .Afterall its been about more than 8 months that we've been going out! haha!
Surprise surprise ? well to all that reads my blog frequently wont think that's a surprise anymore! but its really a huge step! Nonetheless, we're looking forward to what may await for our future (=
ok i sound ultra confident about this whole situation....guess he must be grinning while reading this...
back to reality, on NDP i went lunching with my dad at turf city to eat Indian cuisine!
AH!!! THE FROTH!!! NICE NICE!
Surprise surprise ? well to all that reads my blog frequently wont think that's a surprise anymore! but its really a huge step! Nonetheless, we're looking forward to what may await for our future (=
ok i sound ultra confident about this whole situation....guess he must be grinning while reading this...
back to reality, on NDP i went lunching with my dad at turf city to eat Indian cuisine!
AH!!! THE FROTH!!! NICE NICE!
Loads and loads of curry
Briyani!!!drools!
The cracker is really nice!!! very authentic indian cuisine! hahaha
I guess turf city is my family's favourite hangout place after church service on sundays! hahaa!!!!
its been 3 consecutive weeks that we have been going there for lunch!
Study breaks are here to stay the entire month, i have not planned what to do eventhough there's so much on my mind. i shall pen them down soon (=
ciao
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Never knew so
Sometimes God doesnt reveal himself to me...but he actually finds way to get to me.
Recently few people has revealed to me their daily thoughts about life,school, family and relationships aspects.Some broken souls that need comfort, Happy souls that are glad in their current state of life and some who are tired and needy of someone to listen their thoughts.
Surely, i've open my eyes to what the world may offer to us human.God has a purpose for everyone. Would you choose to live up to his purpose?that instilled feeling of listening to those people cries has made me pause in my steps and think are you really happy?is that how you want to live your life?
Its always too soon to think of it..but then when will be the right time where you will stop in your daily steps to think through such stuff? Im glad i have people sharing to me their daily encounters on earth that is, its not that im some alien trying to rediscover what may happen to us.Just being an onlooker by the side and seeing things in a wider perspective.In the meantime, Prayer and reading the bible is a need.Its been way long since then i guess....
For im sure of the day when we all go to heaven, all the worries will be gone.....that is the perfect place we all have been finding for....But before, we still have to go through the hustle and bustle on earth. Citizens on heaven will welcome you with open arms(=
Recently few people has revealed to me their daily thoughts about life,school, family and relationships aspects.Some broken souls that need comfort, Happy souls that are glad in their current state of life and some who are tired and needy of someone to listen their thoughts.
Surely, i've open my eyes to what the world may offer to us human.God has a purpose for everyone. Would you choose to live up to his purpose?that instilled feeling of listening to those people cries has made me pause in my steps and think are you really happy?is that how you want to live your life?
Its always too soon to think of it..but then when will be the right time where you will stop in your daily steps to think through such stuff? Im glad i have people sharing to me their daily encounters on earth that is, its not that im some alien trying to rediscover what may happen to us.Just being an onlooker by the side and seeing things in a wider perspective.In the meantime, Prayer and reading the bible is a need.Its been way long since then i guess....
For im sure of the day when we all go to heaven, all the worries will be gone.....that is the perfect place we all have been finding for....But before, we still have to go through the hustle and bustle on earth. Citizens on heaven will welcome you with open arms(=
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Money never enough
Library books can be rather overwhelming....Feonna has finished POO ....exams ...
it well moderately well i guess, just managed to do all the questions within 1.5 hours.
After that just went to watch money no enough 2 with cuiwen (=
since tml there's NE talk thingy which will last the entire day! :s
im ending with a tired but overall happy note (=....so much for the days ahead (=
bye
Monday, August 4, 2008
Oh so...
Im oh so threatened by the internet now! I've been uploading so many pictures with my boyfriend and i on facebook, and more and more people whom im not comfortable letting them know about my relationship status is getting more and more threatening :( im rather sad about this, perhaps im just not exactly ready to tell the whole world that im in love with someone.
The weekends has been rather fruitful on my mugging process for POO,which im rather at ease right now.Other than that, im feeling oh so tired from all the walking .Went clarity cafe on saturday and once again we were totally tempted to eat cheesy fries,but its worth not eating that! hahaa! we conquered such dumb temptations to fatty food!
:)
Lido is rather a nice place to study ,that is if u get a seat to start off with! With god's grace, we managed to find one eventually! walked around orchard and bought a pair of slippers,somehow, i gotten my toes numb from wearing my shoes, and my slippers saved my life! -.-! if not i would probably die on the streets alone crying for help,if not i may just sit on the floor in the middle of orchard road and people may mistaken me for being a young begger.
=D
Next week, its national day -.- "long awaited" by everyone in the country, so much for having it on a saturday...
Im shorter than the standing giraffe at taka , i wasnt allowed to touch the display, so i touched myself! :P im much cuter than that animal ok!haha
Saturday, August 2, 2008
He's back!
oh Kevjumba is back on youtube! hahahaha
just watched his latest video and is darn hilarious!
He tricked his dad like twice !and it seems like the whole wide world has seen it on tape! hahah!
just watched his latest video and is darn hilarious!
He tricked his dad like twice !and it seems like the whole wide world has seen it on tape! hahah!