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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Weekend ended

Im tired. very very very tired. my legs are aching really badly.hope tml can go swimming in the orchard apartment. ok this is so random.watched Get smart at the movies this weekend.saw a very open open couple who sat beside me and my boyfriend, which they spent their entire time making out in the back of the cinema and not watchin the show for almost two hours plus plus


oh oh oh...ha!!!yes!!!DEAREST YURU!!! she invited me to st nick's 75th anniversary!!! omg! tt's soooo fun! and the theme is cheong sam -.- which indeed i do not have anything chinesy to wear at all , im predicting all the primary school gals will dress up in those silk-cheong sam which reminded my days in st nicks as a primary school student there as well!its been 7 years since i actually seen my primary school teachers-.- which i may not be looking foward to, ha! but anyways its all in the past (=

Tml is the start back to school its the next half of the semester to go. so much less to study and so much to memorise for this entire semester. POO, specialty chem, islp, petrol processes,environment and water and Advance instrument control.so far i received two results out of the seven...five more will be revealed this coming week !!! i hope all goes well...

I received a call on saturday , IM GOING FOR PIANO GRADING ON JULY! which i did not know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVEN PRACTICED ON MY SCALES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HAVE NOT PERFECTED MY THREE SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOT DONE MY SIGHTREADING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND I HAVEN READ UP ON THE BACKGROUND OF THE SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO GONA CRY AND I NEED TO GO FOR PIANO LESSONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I CHOOSE AIKIDO OVER DRIVING, I CHOOSE PIANO ABOVE AIKIDO, I CHOOSE SHOPPING OVER PIANO, I CHOOSE ...you! Richard-MON!!!(the live version of pokemon) HAHA! :p


okok im being ultra lame lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!gah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO PLAN MY TIME!!!


THE END!!!!

Friday, June 27, 2008
SURPRISE!

Afterall we've been through i doesnt matters .
Its realy SURPRISING to know the news that you never expected to know
Mr Goh is really such a down to earth lecturer! he will go "yoyo!" haha
and somehow another you find something more rewarding that the "yoyo" hiphop gestures he makes on MSN. In any case,it was good and relieving news i received.

All those drama with you? i didnt expect anything more than that...or perhaps thign will change for the better,which i've been hoping for as well..Today has been rather mundane other than watching movies on the net ,doing my nails and facial ..

in everything you do" Shoot to the moon, even if you fall you will hit the stars" inspiring , it is (= i love it too!

Thursday, June 26, 2008
宁愿你不知.

我宁愿你不知, 我为何那天对你不满....
我宁愿把事情埋在心里....
我宁愿伤到我自己,把责任全放在我身上.
我宁愿自爆自气.....
因为我太爱你,也太在乎你所做的一举一动....
已经过了几天,我对自己好累,你也一定一样.
政森,我的最爱,我原谅你.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
not so easy

Today may be the worst day i've been through physically and emotionally tired
Two papers in a days isnt an easy thing to go through!
Anyways im glad the studying part is way over! and its something to rejoice about
i think i went bonkers studying with angel and mahira during our break today
the way i actually described fluid catalytic cracking was like:" the solid catalyst goes to reactor ! which is cold!!! but as it goes to regenerator its like damn HOT! haha! and its reacycle...apparently when the particles fly and fly and goes to the cyclone, with extreme velocity, (shiunggggggg!!! shiungggggg!) it goes to the fractionator.."

ah its that horrigible:( i dont even make sense. i guess i ended my paper really early! and i was fidgiting like mad while everyone was busy scribbling over their scripts:(

im that sad to start off with....
he's also that affected...i feel now its all because of me...

Lord heal my heart , for which my heart's been damaged...

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
i hate!

i hate my neighbour kids! they are screaming and crying all day long!
its so damn bloody irritating especially when you're studying :(
while im typing this i can vividly hear the nightmares of their cries...LOUD AND CLEAR
im not in a very good mood today.
coz i haven finished my mugging for two papers tml!
it just feels so disgusting.
Furthermore, im not even in the mood to talk to him...
if you dont think im good enough for you , well then fine, brrr! fuming mad
okok i think i shant discuss this here .
anyway i should be in a better mood...ok im always contradicting myself,
no matter what the problem is.
how can i be feeling better when there's so much bitterness in me?
okok i know JESUS is the answer
but but...it just keeps ringing in my head...
probably someone would just go crazy soon.
then again i just remembered of the weird series of dreams i had last night...
waking up at 5am with all the bitterness inside....its just horrible....
i want peace , i need it.....i guess im over reacting.
piles and piles of wordy paragraphs awaiting for me to key in my brain....
till then...bye

Monday, June 23, 2008
impossibilities

Its way impossible to see how you actually might think of the future...
which is also totally beyond my imagination.

Anyway on saturday went shopping with Zheng sen...
den ate fish and mcflurry green tea flavor...which wasnt as nice as oreos!
dun eat green tea flavor de, its so deceiving .
*i promised not to draw on this picture ! ahhahaa!unlike the previous two entries ago...

i cant believe myself blogging now when i have a test in four hours time! hahaha!
im such a bummer...i have yet to study for my wednesday modules,which is totally incomplete
i just love slacking and admit i live a very very very lazy life! haha!

after all the CT's i'll be super happy...and awaiting me is goodminton , movies...and more of slacking !!!haha! im so bad....

okok...i BETTER be STUDYING NOW!!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2008
a flower fading

I shall admit! i've been slacking way too long this year or it seems to me so.
Its time to get off that laziness in me and start doing things!
i guess everyone loves to rot once in awhile but its too often that i slack :(


Driving has been a breeze after yesterday's session of revision
i finally can park much better now (:
i went cell on Friday night which ended really late at 11pm
i guess everyone looked really tired after a long day of work and slacking

Last night , i felt this verse really spoke to me
Jeremiah 29:11-14
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity.

I feel i should rest assured in him and not to worry so much

and the fear will fade away .

the future is too far to worry about...so just cast it all on him... :)


Tuesday, June 17, 2008
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HoHOHOHOHO! i guess we are really bored! ahhaah!!


tt's for now :P


BYE!




Friday, June 13, 2008
Easter BBQ

Its only a few days left to common test again! everything is passing by so fast!
yet i haven started mugging! haha...what a slacker

went to east coast to join in the fun with the poly classmates

on the way i saw this

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Donuts anyone? haha!its kinda cute! coz its pink in color!haha!

and soon we started cam Whoring haha!




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then jump!



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jump!~



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starfish!



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then we became jumper! haha!



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as soon as the sun set...and so long for all the jumping, haha BBQ started :P



Thanks to all who actually cooked and prepared the food...haha

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EAT!



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AND MORE EATING! HAHAHA!


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Nikki me jacelyn , and another extra behind! haha kris!

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and so most of them left so edgar and i went cycling! all the way to the jetty! haha


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so much for all the joy...soon its back to exams and another round of mental stress :P haha


Thursday, June 12, 2008
Insanely maddness

Im still suffering from a series of uncured flu :(
runny nose, sore throat, coughing up disgusting goooeeey phlegm!

i miss those days when we laughed till we gone insanely crazy, having to catch a breathe before breaking into another fits of great laughter....

haiz i feel so unwell to even carry on typing here... just so not in the mood to blog anymore.

coz i have nothing to blog recently.

:P

Monday, June 9, 2008
Above all

Above all its u that matters most
Help me break free of what i am now.
coz i know a breakthrough will come soon,
by power and by might.
I will stand strong in my faith with a foundation that is everlasting,
the love that will last forevermore.

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(= childhood days seems so joyful

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This was taken in HK! its so red! haha i remembered vividly walking down the isles of red ornaments....it was just so facinating!


Sunday, June 8, 2008
Lost voice


"Melt my hearts like crayons"...they said
"im sorry i cant be who you want me to be "i said....


i've lost my voice! its never nice to be sick two times in less than a month :(


oh Lord, heal me...i have driving tml...i shall recover soon and all will go well...


i shall take my leave to rest again.





Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Unfinished

ifeelsososososososstresseihavenmuggedforenvironmentmoduleonfridayandimfreakingout
likemadspecialtychemicalsistmlanditscrazilyhorriblylongandicantseemtofinishstudyingits
omebodyhelpmeandpleasepleasepleasehelpmeunclemokfelldowntodayandsprainedhislegs
whichidunnohowheactuallydidhebetterrecoversoonifnotweekendswillbesodullwithouthim

Tuesday, June 3, 2008
disappointment?

I cant go grading! once again! :(
i miss the dateline again~
Aikido !!! brrr! im so good with the blue belt technique and im so stuck with it :(
i wanna be blue gold! and brown!!
EB is missing...

its left ben and me ..hahaha!
and he's gg to help me with my debate!
ben if u're reading this remember!

Ipod touch

I finally gotten my hands on my i pod touch...

but i really dunno what to do with it! hahhahaha!

any readers wanna buy from me? im selling it... ask me for the price...

and its brand new :P

Monday, June 2, 2008
Poo-ers

Poooooooooooooooooooo .....

was bad... hahahahahaha!


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Cui wen and i...POO muggers


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Nikki looks really cool,while edgar getting my attention haha

Here's the mugger team

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Introducing the most fashionable hair style in 2008!
hairstylist: heesyam
Model: angel!

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Reality check!my left eye is smaller than the other
nonetheless...more pimples :(

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Heartbreaker

The day of the lord will come like a thief in the night.
Rid me off my soul.
wearyness overtakes my stride.....
i long to be....
eternity
forever....

Sunday, June 1, 2008
Heavenly Scents

Its been awhile, i read his word.
im more aware of what it means
the scents of his word fill my soul
its time to rethink over again.
i will run the race till i will see your face,
because you are , you are indeed my strong tower.
i just hope he could replay everything once again