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Friday, November 30, 2007
End of the month
Finally i've survived the month of november and im still alive and breathing .YAy! tml is a new month!And TGIF ! haha!
saturdays wont be the same anymore! haha! no piano lessons! woo!
least i have more reasons to be mugging
oh wells im feelin very sleepy now~~~
last night i cant sleep! for no reasons....
great...no one asked me for church camp :p
and i thing of thinks... oh help me :(
ok...im tired of the computer already
im off! bye!
saturdays wont be the same anymore! haha! no piano lessons! woo!
least i have more reasons to be mugging
oh wells im feelin very sleepy now~~~
last night i cant sleep! for no reasons....
great...no one asked me for church camp :p
and i thing of thinks... oh help me :(
ok...im tired of the computer already
im off! bye!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Perhaps
im feeling vexed
in a way i want to be and not to be.i just wonder how crazy this world in drowning us into situations we dont want to be in.Somehow we can say one way and do it another
"can you just let me go? let me go a little? just let me have more freedom than i would expect?i feel stuck and suffocated in this place where im in..i know you wish me well .just remember i want to have my time and not only with you"
i feel very self-centred i guess there's a time for everything la....its either giving up my passion,or giving up your neighbours.
Perhaps it because of what happened before that made me feel chained to you......
BREAK those chains and let me free once again!
in a way i want to be and not to be.i just wonder how crazy this world in drowning us into situations we dont want to be in.Somehow we can say one way and do it another
"can you just let me go? let me go a little? just let me have more freedom than i would expect?i feel stuck and suffocated in this place where im in..i know you wish me well .just remember i want to have my time and not only with you"
i feel very self-centred i guess there's a time for everything la....its either giving up my passion,or giving up your neighbours.
Perhaps it because of what happened before that made me feel chained to you......
BREAK those chains and let me free once again!
Monday, November 26, 2007
laughing gas
During break today was ultimately crazy, well we went to ELP to chill and so happen the computer i was using had speakers...since there's some website i know with crazy ringtones. i played it lol!
Sunday, November 25, 2007
FEEL
im afraid , just feel afraid to know
to know everything or anything from....
i just hope its nothing special or something demanding
i feel i should step back....
from where i am
and see the view
waiting for then and now
just let time and truth reveal everything
to know everything or anything from....
i just hope its nothing special or something demanding
i feel i should step back....
from where i am
and see the view
waiting for then and now
just let time and truth reveal everything
Thursday, November 22, 2007
tell me
Tell me how to understand you
tell me how to trust you and not others
tell me how to love, like you love them
tell me how to live my life?
tell me how to listen to your heart
tell me how to live your way
tell me when is it going to be?
tell me the story
tell me what to be
tell me why....
tell me when to give up when im trusting on my own
tell me how to guard myself from evil doers
tell me who to belief
tell me....
i have no idea to all these "tell me"
im just vexed and tired coz i feel like im going to tear apart any moment
everything i do seems to be what is my own ability
i cant do them all by myself...i need you to be here with me
day and night
your prescence is better than gold or silver to trade in
just tell me what i should do
at least i know you're always there for me forever and ever
perhaps its the way i will do so, by learning this...i will know you are here with me .....
by my side, listening to everything i think or say
just dun lead me astray
coz i want to know your way
tell me how to trust you and not others
tell me how to love, like you love them
tell me how to live my life?
tell me how to listen to your heart
tell me how to live your way
tell me when is it going to be?
tell me the story
tell me what to be
tell me why....
tell me when to give up when im trusting on my own
tell me how to guard myself from evil doers
tell me who to belief
tell me....
i have no idea to all these "tell me"
im just vexed and tired coz i feel like im going to tear apart any moment
everything i do seems to be what is my own ability
i cant do them all by myself...i need you to be here with me
day and night
your prescence is better than gold or silver to trade in
just tell me what i should do
at least i know you're always there for me forever and ever
perhaps its the way i will do so, by learning this...i will know you are here with me .....
by my side, listening to everything i think or say
just dun lead me astray
coz i want to know your way
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Long week
i dun wish to look forward to next week:( ,so much for bombarding us with tests ,projects and assignments ,really no LIFE man! -.-!
Piano exam is on monday!! so Mrs tan (my piano teacher) wants me to go for piano lesson today and tml coz my oral test is damn bad! i cant count time and worst i cant sing to the right pitch which functions to my brain to say the correct intervals! :( and last of all! SIGHT READING! gah! another horror! i play horribly at sight read, and my teacher thinks im fine :(
i wonder if i will pass grade 5 on monday!
finally managed to touch on math project with angel...we got all stressed out coz our graph looks horrible especially for HPLC lab ! -.- how can concentration be 10 to the power of 12? haha! super concentrated! i bet the machine is spoilt or something! seems everyone are stressed ...lol!
tired tired tired....
verse for the day :
Piano exam is on monday!! so Mrs tan (my piano teacher) wants me to go for piano lesson today and tml coz my oral test is damn bad! i cant count time and worst i cant sing to the right pitch which functions to my brain to say the correct intervals! :( and last of all! SIGHT READING! gah! another horror! i play horribly at sight read, and my teacher thinks im fine :(
i wonder if i will pass grade 5 on monday!
finally managed to touch on math project with angel...we got all stressed out coz our graph looks horrible especially for HPLC lab ! -.- how can concentration be 10 to the power of 12? haha! super concentrated! i bet the machine is spoilt or something! seems everyone are stressed ...lol!
tired tired tired....
verse for the day :
My soul is weary with sorrow; strengthen me according to your word (Psalm 119: 28 )
Monday, November 19, 2007
Madness!
Hello , studying for RS was horrible...i cant imagine myself going for common test soon !
here's a video clip of us mugging during break...
ok this is ultra lame...
Anyways...i just found out something and im super glad im not part of any of it (=
its something that made me find out in utter shock...and i doubt ill be saying any of it here :p
Common tests are coming!
and here i go again.... bye!
here's a video clip of us mugging during break...
ok this is ultra lame...
Anyways...i just found out something and im super glad im not part of any of it (=
its something that made me find out in utter shock...and i doubt ill be saying any of it here :p
Common tests are coming!
and here i go again.... bye!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Arcade!
I went church , as usual (= nothing much though other than praising GOD and listening to his words. which made me feel so much more relieved and makes me wanna seek GOD more.which is really a great thing.
Since i couldnt really get myself to study at home, i met up with syamily to study (= after which, we went walking around J8 ! haha! and we happen to go to the 4th floor arcade!lols! we played the game to catch stuff animals with the robotic hands! haha! he super lucky la! he won winne the pooh!!!!with just $2! super cheap!i tried but no luck! haha...
ah! i haven touched on derivations yet! okok i shant blog anymore.BYe!(=
Since i couldnt really get myself to study at home, i met up with syamily to study (= after which, we went walking around J8 ! haha! and we happen to go to the 4th floor arcade!lols! we played the game to catch stuff animals with the robotic hands! haha! he super lucky la! he won winne the pooh!!!!with just $2! super cheap!i tried but no luck! haha...
ah! i haven touched on derivations yet! okok i shant blog anymore.BYe!(=
Saving the last breathe
i thought i might be able to mug my way for RS today
but i haven even started a thing today!
haha!
im so slack!
and i need to stop slacking!
and i also have to be stopped to be inspired to learn so many things!
i went shopping for stuff today...
not as in clothings...
i went to get a bible verse frame for my study room!
and i thought i needed that so much coz i cant get myself to be inspired to study of all things!
:(
ok other than that...my mom bought another cross with flowers on it again!
i think there's over more than 50 different prints of flowers in my living room!
haha!
oh yes!!! the best thing!!! i finally gotten the bible tracker!!!
its something i wanted for so long!!!
its super cool!!!
and there's animals on it! so cute la!!! see !! got horse and penguins!haha
i couldnt resist and bought it!
oh yes! i also gotten a planner for 2008!!
its sooo nice!!! haha coz the thing that's written on the cover of the planner states
"Count each day as a BLESSING!''
it'll be so good to see much encouraging verses!(=
ah! i haven studied!:(
tml shall be the day!!!(=
gtg nights
and GOD BLESS (=
Friday, November 16, 2007
MY EYE!!!!
My eyes has been constantly twitching!
:(
thanks to the invention of computers!
and by right i shouldnt be blogging at all!
i haven been getting goodnight sleeps!
i keep waking up and realise im not sleepin!
im now at school ....
no lessons till i dunno wad time!
fridays are super mundane!
:()
weekends are equally mundane
i feel so tired.......
wake me up when november ends.....:P
:(
thanks to the invention of computers!
and by right i shouldnt be blogging at all!
i haven been getting goodnight sleeps!
i keep waking up and realise im not sleepin!
im now at school ....
no lessons till i dunno wad time!
fridays are super mundane!
:()
weekends are equally mundane
i feel so tired.......
wake me up when november ends.....:P
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
what's next?
Came across some things today
Here's food for thought....the rice is stuck in a huge ball like from the malay stall at south canteen!
look at this! the rice sticks Even in MID AIR! haha! how to eat this ball of rice? haha i rather use to throw it at noisy people in lecture hall :P
Look at that guy's hand! put ur hands his waist! lol!
Giant scissors invading spore :P
Here's food for thought....the rice is stuck in a huge ball like from the malay stall at south canteen!
look at this! the rice sticks Even in MID AIR! haha! how to eat this ball of rice? haha i rather use to throw it at noisy people in lecture hall :P
Look at that guy's hand! put ur hands his waist! lol!
Giant scissors invading spore :P
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
EXH
im really Exhausted!
am feel really unwell!
i wake up with weird dreams!
and wen i woke up im just all so sad....
please take them all away!
haiz....i hate being solitude and sad!
am feel really unwell!
i wake up with weird dreams!
and wen i woke up im just all so sad....
please take them all away!
haiz....i hate being solitude and sad!
people keeps saying i look sick these days! damn! its sooo weird!
dang...Help me!!! i feel so trapped!
i dunno what to do next....just lost in a dark room..
oh wadever! IM VERY HEALTHY! AND I DUN HAVE NIGHTMARES AND LIVING A HAPPY HAPPY LIFE!
yes yes!IM NOT TRAPPED! IM NOT SICK! -.-(im sneezing while typin this)
ok ok !i feel so pissed! BYE!
Monday, November 12, 2007
Take my hand
Lectures on mondays were horrible!
i feel ultra guilty dozing off during lectures
which made my notes look ultra gibberish
haix!u see! its that bad lar!
i need someone to constantly remind me not to get worried for no reasons
so if you're a good fren or a fren of mine and reading this....
please comfort me!
im feeling super anxious,agitated, sensitive to almost everything and this sux
thanks to all the events coming up.....GAH
this season is so busy!
its gonna be though till mid Dec.....that's where hols start....and least i can catch my breathe....
hmmm perhaps FISHERMEN can help us?
haha
then we'll conquer MT everest in this state?
haha!
i feel ultra guilty dozing off during lectures
which made my notes look ultra gibberish
haix!u see! its that bad lar!
i need someone to constantly remind me not to get worried for no reasons
so if you're a good fren or a fren of mine and reading this....
please comfort me!
im feeling super anxious,agitated, sensitive to almost everything and this sux
thanks to all the events coming up.....GAH
this season is so busy!
its gonna be though till mid Dec.....that's where hols start....and least i can catch my breathe....
hmmm perhaps FISHERMEN can help us?
haha
then we'll conquer MT everest in this state?
haha!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Dress up! (=
i haven blogged! lol! coz i was busy with alot of things lately!
and im constantly worrying for nothing its just plain worrying!
school has been a bug! two tests next week and have not even started at all!!!
later my piano teacher going to scream at me again :(
coz i haven memorise the composer details!!!!!
omg!!!
Stressed la!lol!
went to angel's church on deepavali!
haha we DRESSED UP!
Pretty rite?? haha!
lol! okok i gtg! music school to be (=
bye!
and im constantly worrying for nothing its just plain worrying!
school has been a bug! two tests next week and have not even started at all!!!
later my piano teacher going to scream at me again :(
coz i haven memorise the composer details!!!!!
omg!!!
Stressed la!lol!
went to angel's church on deepavali!
haha we DRESSED UP!
Pretty rite?? haha!
lol! okok i gtg! music school to be (=
bye!
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Pass it on
Its generally hard to pass through times that revolves in a stupid circle ,again and again... never ending .Yet the season of the same feelings of the heart is affected are back in me, soon after which is gone and drown away in the midst of your prescence, i realised its over and time for me to move on again with life....
Im always searching for that light in life, aimlessly finding for what i desire. Leaving my heart stolen everytime i think everything is alright. Perhaps it isn't alright at all, we need to stand up and get it done!HE is always there for me and i know, he who shines the light for every step i take, you make me move in you prescence.
Will there be an end to all these SEARCHING? .... lift the scales off my eyes so i can see your work through me..... and i will FIND what im searching for eventually......
~.~.~.~.~
Take Kelly clarkson for an example!!
All her songs and videos have similar themes and its obvious she cant get over her EX bf
haha!
on the contrary! vannessa has moved on! look! her songs gives a twist to life (=
Im always searching for that light in life, aimlessly finding for what i desire. Leaving my heart stolen everytime i think everything is alright. Perhaps it isn't alright at all, we need to stand up and get it done!HE is always there for me and i know, he who shines the light for every step i take, you make me move in you prescence.
Will there be an end to all these SEARCHING? .... lift the scales off my eyes so i can see your work through me..... and i will FIND what im searching for eventually......
~.~.~.~.~
Take Kelly clarkson for an example!!
All her songs and videos have similar themes and its obvious she cant get over her EX bf
haha!
on the contrary! vannessa has moved on! look! her songs gives a twist to life (=
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Indescribable
It is so indescribable how i feel today
there's an outburst to describe what i really think
but there's so many things stopping me from doing so
i think everyone will be misled if that what you continue to be
that's what i feel for now ...
Woke up feeling very sick today...
school's getting more tense ,esp RS tutorials are so confusing!
BPA tut is really brain draining....
We met the guy that" lost his wife " while walking down the corridor to our blk
-.- he scared me and angel that we had to run to the toilet to hide -.-
Scary! i think he's very happy to scare us off like that :s
i suddenly feel so threathened to go NYP
Monday, November 5, 2007
ICW4T!
I cant Wait for thursday!
haha!
Dearest angel lent me her burmese costume!!!! and somehow it fits perfectly well on me!!
haha i shall save photos to be uploaded her on Thursday!!!
lol!
her church is super eventful!!!
mine is like all catered to uncles and aunties....
the youth ministry just bothers about studies ....they are potential muggers la... cant help JC people sometimes...or its a horrible perspective of my thinking -.-
oh so wadever...
haha!
Dearest angel lent me her burmese costume!!!! and somehow it fits perfectly well on me!!
haha i shall save photos to be uploaded her on Thursday!!!
lol!
her church is super eventful!!!
mine is like all catered to uncles and aunties....
the youth ministry just bothers about studies ....they are potential muggers la... cant help JC people sometimes...or its a horrible perspective of my thinking -.-
oh so wadever...
And lectures just seem to be like that forever
haha! sya-mily got filtration! lol! ok i just said that for fun :P
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Distant lives
just look at my title....
i feel so distant from all their lives,
i have nothing to say or bring out a conversation with them
its just awkward.
i just wonder if i should be there?
im just hoping for you to lead me somewhere i can do my best for your kingdom
but it seems unclear till now....
i feel tied to them and all that i am now is just an imitation of everything
im not who i am when im with them,
perhaps one day, that day will be revealed that i may move out or find a place where i am now.
i just wonder so much over the future at times and get so caught up with everything
for now life seems so vulnerable to me
i feel so distant from all their lives,
i have nothing to say or bring out a conversation with them
its just awkward.
i just wonder if i should be there?
im just hoping for you to lead me somewhere i can do my best for your kingdom
but it seems unclear till now....
i feel tied to them and all that i am now is just an imitation of everything
im not who i am when im with them,
perhaps one day, that day will be revealed that i may move out or find a place where i am now.
i just wonder so much over the future at times and get so caught up with everything
for now life seems so vulnerable to me
Winning over Worry?
Cast my fears and worried to him ....
my throat aint getting better...
i feel super sick i need those medicine ! ran out of them already
:(
i haven done a thing for the weekend!
>.< i feel super slackish this week!
oh wadeva....tml will be a better day
im sure ....
haha!
nights
my throat aint getting better...
i feel super sick i need those medicine ! ran out of them already
:(
i haven done a thing for the weekend!
>.< i feel super slackish this week!
oh wadeva....tml will be a better day
im sure ....
haha!
nights
Friday, November 2, 2007
Beyond Limits
The holy spirit was indeed leading me today,
eventhough this may really seems like a small situation but to me it means alot!
i never ever wanted to blast my emotions on anyone, i guess the best result is through peer evaluation
i was expecting to see somethings that i did not like , and it proves it right !
i had no choice but to inform the in-charge personnel.
im glad i did coz it lifted up my spirit so much more.
Even i dun have your support , im sure i can lead the rest through (=
or you were plain ignorant about the whole thing.
Im pretty sure in Christ, i can accomplish a season of stormy weather , you make me fly above your wings like the eagle ,in spirit and in mind ....
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Open my eyes to things unseen
Hosanna by Brook Fraser/Hillsong United
Title: Hosanna
I see the King of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing
Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the Highest
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
Lead me to the cross