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Sunday, November 4, 2007
Distant lives

just look at my title....

i feel so distant from all their lives,

i have nothing to say or bring out a conversation with them

its just awkward.

i just wonder if i should be there?

im just hoping for you to lead me somewhere i can do my best for your kingdom

but it seems unclear till now....

i feel tied to them and all that i am now is just an imitation of everything

im not who i am when im with them,

perhaps one day, that day will be revealed that i may move out or find a place where i am now.

i just wonder so much over the future at times and get so caught up with everything

for now life seems so vulnerable to me