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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Torn apart
Sometimes you feel torn apart, which direction to step may affect a disturbance or load in your life.
my brain is like an integral error, it just keeps on adding and adding continuously! Until to a point where you exert too much pressure on yourself....and so i remembered mr quek said to us that" derivative is your friend" ! and so i need a derivative controller in my brain such that i would not overshoot on adding the error and stop thinking that i have not done enough on my part on studying for tml's test!
Aic has made me gone hay-wired.
After watching the Hills last night , it hit upon me whether that similar situation in that drama may happen to me or not~ it made me realised perhaps i have so much enemy around me. so much so that my appearance may cause unhappiness to everyone there >.< . it just makes me wonder more on how much drama may occur or perhaps i may just bore myself that day....
i shant be forceful to anyone or myself.i felt rather demoralised last night , but i know its a step to begin with .sigh , perhaps i shall never suggest anything that i would know that people wont like at all. i shall be like a container, contain all my desires in my heart and not let anyone know about it. This way i wont be forceful to anyone, on the other hand it makes me so selfish that i just think for myself and its only ME!sighs....
Had a really bad dream last night. I dreamt i was studying for CPTC test and i couldnt get anything into my head! that nightmare actually woke me up , bringing me back into reality i still have AIC to clear before anything else would happen.
And so ..... now i understand.... Derivative is always your friend -.- !! all the more i need derivative coz my deadtime to react on a particular feeling is very very long... haha!
my brain is like an integral error, it just keeps on adding and adding continuously! Until to a point where you exert too much pressure on yourself....and so i remembered mr quek said to us that" derivative is your friend" ! and so i need a derivative controller in my brain such that i would not overshoot on adding the error and stop thinking that i have not done enough on my part on studying for tml's test!
Aic has made me gone hay-wired.
After watching the Hills last night , it hit upon me whether that similar situation in that drama may happen to me or not~ it made me realised perhaps i have so much enemy around me. so much so that my appearance may cause unhappiness to everyone there >.< . it just makes me wonder more on how much drama may occur or perhaps i may just bore myself that day....
i shant be forceful to anyone or myself.i felt rather demoralised last night , but i know its a step to begin with .sigh , perhaps i shall never suggest anything that i would know that people wont like at all. i shall be like a container, contain all my desires in my heart and not let anyone know about it. This way i wont be forceful to anyone, on the other hand it makes me so selfish that i just think for myself and its only ME!sighs....
Had a really bad dream last night. I dreamt i was studying for CPTC test and i couldnt get anything into my head! that nightmare actually woke me up , bringing me back into reality i still have AIC to clear before anything else would happen.
And so ..... now i understand.... Derivative is always your friend -.- !! all the more i need derivative coz my deadtime to react on a particular feeling is very very long... haha!