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Sunday, February 28, 2010
Twirl

I have to be back on track, school assignments are approaching and i need to stop contemplating on when i should do them and just do it ! These few weeks have been pretty mundane, should it be good? since mundane will mean somewhat peaceful? probably it is...

Im very annoyed with all my stupid emotions as well, it comes and go, for all i know, i dont want to know them either. Im obviously running away from reality , when i should be facing my greatest fears. this is really stupid, why why why? 

i know i shouldnt be thinking about stupid things, there's law mid term test next saturday and i should be concentrating. Geesh, sometimes i put too much effort into somethings in my life and it seems that none of what i have been doing is doing any good. At the end of the day, i put in so much effort and i dont see what i should deserve out of it , im utterly pissed.... how can i express myself even more? 

it seems hopeless doing so much and giving so much to people who dont appreciate what i've done for them...im just that imperfect, cause nobody is perfect and i wished i was that nobody. Nobody to anyone...